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  • Mood: Defeated
I need it.

I have not forgotten ANY of those who have made requests and i said i would do them...

I can't. I did a very stupid thing and bit off way more than i was mentally ready for.

I absolutely love making people smile with my art. But my downside to that is i take on too much.

I deal with manic mood swings, and this contributes heavily to these bouts of feeling like i can do anything. I can't. I have my limits, and i have wronged a lot of you by taking on something that i shouldn't have.

I ask for your forgiveness.


My heart aches to leave behind this small room. These fan arts. These doodles. I can do so much more than this!!!

But i keep holding myself back cause of the implied responsibility.

My anxiety is through the roof with dealing with a long time friend who is going through so much right now, and i can't do anything more but be there for them and be a friend.

And it's hard to keep a smile on my friends faces, because they are dealing with depression or doubt....


I love them all. So much. Without them i wouldn't be where i am today.




But, oh my Almighty Lord...i am weary.

I don't know what to do...

All i can do is draw. And now that is being worn out.

My God, i need to get back in touch with myself. I have nothing left to give of myself. I'm on empty.


I have no more to give. Forgive me.

I just need rest. I just need to get away.

I love you all, my Lord i do.

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GlitteryDemon Featured By Owner 6 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy Birthday~
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RatchetCooler Featured By Owner 6 days ago
Happy Birthday! :la:
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Rolledupsocks Featured By Owner 6 days ago  Student General Artist
Misc Emoji-04 (Happy Birthday) [V1] Birthday cake  icon 
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CatDogBiggestFangirl Featured By Owner 6 days ago  Student Digital Artist
Happy birthday ! .3.
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Ecclytennysmithylove Featured By Owner 6 days ago  Student General Artist
Happy Birthday! Here's your cake! :iconbirthdaycakeplz:
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UncannyHum Featured By Owner 6 days ago
Happy birthdayy~
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GJYYNGII Featured By Owner 6 days ago   Digital Artist
Happy birthday!
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unifiedheroes Featured By Owner Apr 2, 2015
ooc. im climbin in u windoe and snatchign ur peopel uap
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CrisCanvas Featured By Owner Mar 16, 2015
Hey man, do you ever take art trades?
Just curious, I'm really in love with your artwork!
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unifiedheroes Featured By Owner Mar 11, 2015
ooc. :iconceilingheplz:
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