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  • Mood: Defeated
I need it.

I have not forgotten ANY of those who have made requests and i said i would do them...

I can't. I did a very stupid thing and bit off way more than i was mentally ready for.

I absolutely love making people smile with my art. But my downside to that is i take on too much.

I deal with manic mood swings, and this contributes heavily to these bouts of feeling like i can do anything. I can't. I have my limits, and i have wronged a lot of you by taking on something that i shouldn't have.

I ask for your forgiveness.

My heart aches to leave behind this small room. These fan arts. These doodles. I can do so much more than this!!!

But i keep holding myself back cause of the implied responsibility.

My anxiety is through the roof with dealing with a long time friend who is going through so much right now, and i can't do anything more but be there for them and be a friend.

And it's hard to keep a smile on my friends faces, because they are dealing with depression or doubt....

I love them all. So much. Without them i wouldn't be where i am today.

But, oh my Almighty Lord...i am weary.

I don't know what to do...

All i can do is draw. And now that is being worn out.

My God, i need to get back in touch with myself. I have nothing left to give of myself. I'm on empty.

I have no more to give. Forgive me.

I just need rest. I just need to get away.

I love you all, my Lord i do.


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GlitteryDemon Featured By Owner 6 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy Birthday~
RatchetCooler Featured By Owner 6 days ago
Happy Birthday! :la:
Rolledupsocks Featured By Owner 6 days ago  Student General Artist
Misc Emoji-04 (Happy Birthday) [V1] Birthday cake  icon 
CatDogBiggestFangirl Featured By Owner 6 days ago  Student Digital Artist
Happy birthday ! .3.
Ecclytennysmithylove Featured By Owner 6 days ago  Student General Artist
Happy Birthday! Here's your cake! :iconbirthdaycakeplz:
UncannyHum Featured By Owner 6 days ago
Happy birthdayy~
GJYYNGII Featured By Owner 6 days ago   Digital Artist
Happy birthday!
unifiedheroes Featured By Owner Apr 2, 2015
ooc. im climbin in u windoe and snatchign ur peopel uap
CrisCanvas Featured By Owner Mar 16, 2015
Hey man, do you ever take art trades?
Just curious, I'm really in love with your artwork!
unifiedheroes Featured By Owner Mar 11, 2015
ooc. :iconceilingheplz:
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